Do you ever feel like absolutely nothing ever goes right for you? OMG... Right now I just want to sit and repeatedly bang my head against a wall... and down copius amounts of the cheapest red wine I can lay my hands on.. They get you drunk faster and the hangover is more painfull so you remember you are alive..
Every single step I have made towards "my new beginning" has been riddled with potholes.. From issues to getting passports, police clearances, and now my health.. I'm starting to feel a complete and utter failure.. Whilst it may turn out to be absolutely nothing.. I have this huge deep uneasy feeling.. And I cannot drink to calm my nerves.. NO DRINKING before blood test.. Yes I am ranting.. I'm allowed to rant.. And since I have no near and dear friend or family member who actually give a flying fuck about whether I am still breathing in the morning; this is where I shall vent my frustrations..
Come on.. giggle with me, at me.. Makes me feel a little better..
2 comments:
Wow your life must be rough right now. Power to you and hold strong! You can do it, over halfway to the weekend.
Use this blog, this medium to continually say how you feel. Being fucked up makes us stronger, healthier, wiser!!Your not alone....
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